पत्र उत्सर्गनालाई

प्रिय उत्सर्गना,

        तिमीलाई लाग्ला अनुभूतीहरु फरक हुन सक्छन्, अभिव्यक्तिहरु फरक हुन सक्छन् । जीवनस“ग बा“च्नेहरुको आ–आफ्नै हिसाबकिताब हुन सक्छ । हामी, तर स“गस“गै समयको यातना शिविर भोगिरहेछौं पृथ्वीमा । उज्यालोको प्रतिक्षामा बस्दा बस्दै अध्या“रोले हामीलाई निलिसकेको छ । शान्ति र सभ्यताका पक्षमा तिखारिंदै गएका सिसाकलमहरु अन्तत्वगत्वा आफ्नै अवसान निम्त्याइरहेका हुन्छन् । तर पनि तिमीले भोलीको अर्काे सूर्याेदयको प्रतीक्षा त्यागेकी छैनौं । सभ्यताका पक्षमा कलमहरु अनुदित हुने क्रम रोकिएको छैन । मैले यसैमा सन्तोष मानेको छु ।

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        d x]ld¨j]sf] pkGof;sf] a'9f] dfG5]df o'usf] r]t k|ltlalDat ePsf] b]lv/x]5' . efUosf] qm'/tfsf afah'b ;d'Gb|sf 5fnx?;“u Tof] a'9f] dfG5] k/flht ePsf] 5}g . d hLjgsf] pQ/fw{df k|j]z ug{ nfUg' ePsf cfkm\g} a'afsf] cg'xf/df Pp6f l;¨f] Oltxf; ljdf]lrt eO/x]sf] cg'e"t ul//x]5' . cfhLjg ;do;“u k|ltåGåLsf] e"ldsfdf of] laDa ;do cf3ft lj?4 gof“ kfq–cjtf/ x'g ;S5 .

        eljiosf af/]df ;f]w]sf] k|Zgsf] hjfkm ltdLn] d]/f] ;Gqf;do cg'xf/df k9\g vf]lh/x]Yof} . jf:tjdf Tof] ;dosf] cg'xf/ lyof] . jfldofgdf a'4 d'lt{x? ljikmf]6g u/fO+bf :tAw dgx? cyjf s'/fgsf] cgfb/ ePsf] va/n] ju]sf cf“z'x? O;fO{ jf lxGb" ePsf sf/0fn] yfldPgg\ . To;}n] clglZrttf, eo / lrGtfsf afah'b klg xfdLn] clnslt cfzf ;l~rt ug{;lsg] sf/0f e]§fPsf 5f}+ . låljwf t clxn] kf] 5 . jlu{o c;dfgtfn] dfgjLo ;+j]bgfx?nfO{ Iflt k'¥ofpg] u/L åGånfO{ rsf{OlbPsf] 5 . d}n] cfkm\gf] lsQf lgSof{]n ug{ ;s]sf] 5}g . /fi6«klt a'zb]lv dxf/fh 1fg]Gb|;Dd, nfb]gb]lv lgb{nLo clwgfosTjsf kIfkf]ifsx/m ;a}n] k|sf/fGt/df dfgj ;Eotfdfly g} wfjf af]n]sf 5g\ . ;txdf ef}uf]lns ljljwtf / leGg ;+/rgfut zlQm ;|f]taf6 lg;[t h:tf] b]lvP klg oL ;a} cGt{j:t'tM dfgjLo d"No / dfGotfsf] cj;fgdf zf;sLo k'6 k|fKt ug{] ;dosf qf;b cg'xf/x? x'g\ .

        dnfO{ yfxf 5 d]/f] of] s'/fn] ltd|f] ;+b]x cem a9\g ;S5 . lg/fz dfG5]n] Pp6f clglZrt eljio;Ddsf nflu s;/L cfkm"nfO{ afrO/fVg ;Snf eg]/ :jfefljs lh1f;f pTkGg x'g ;Snf . t/ k|]dn] hLjgk|ltsf] df]xnfO{ cem} w]/} ;do …OG6\ofS6Ú /fVg ;S5 eGg] nfU5 . k|fo]lht ;DaGwx? gf6ssf snfsf/x?df x'g] …kfq–r]tÚ h:t} x'G5g\ h'g clGtd kbf{ v;fO;“u}+ nf]k eP/ hfG5 . ;xro{, ;b\efj / ;lxi0f'tfdf cfwfl/t ;DaGwsf ljlzi6 ;f]kfgx?df dfgjLo ;+j]bgfx?sf] lj:t[lts/0f / ;dflxtLs/0fn] dfq} cGtTjf ;xcl:tTjnfO{ k'g:yf{lkt Pj+ hLljt t'NofO/xg ;S5 . d To;tkm{ ljZj hfu/0f vf]lh/x]5' . d eljiosf] sNkgf eGbf klg eljio lgdf{0fsf] yfngL vf]lh/x]5' . t/ To;sf] ljlw / k|lqmofdf ;+odtf, kf/blz{tf / nf]su|fx\otf x'g'k5{ . cfOG;6fOg g} hlGd5 eg] klg anfTsf/nfO{ dfGotf lbg ;lsGg eGg] egfO{n] kl/0ffd eGbf klg ljlwnfO{ k|wfgtf lbPsf] ;Gbe{nfO{ klg d dxTjk"0f{ 7flg/x]5' .

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        O{Zj/sf af/]df d]/f] e|d cem} lgjf/0f ePsf] 5}g . lqmoflzntf g} O{Zj/sf] :j?k xf] eg] csd{0otfdf dlGb/ wfO/xg'sf] cf}lrTo slDtdf d]/f nflu k|i6 5}g . To;}klg d'lt{ rf]/x? dlGb/sf lhDdfjfn ag]sf 5g\ / xfdL eg] a];fPsf] d'lt{ k'lh/x]5f}+ . eujfg :jo+ ;Í6df k/]sf] a]nf ltdLnfO{ ;d'Ggt eljiosf] sfdgf ug{ ;ls/x]sf] 5}g . st} leq, dnfO{ nfU5, xfd|f] cf:yfdf rf]6 k'u]sf] 5 . xfdL To;n] cfxft ePsf 5f}+ / b'ef{j /fVg]x?sf lj?4 n8\g] k|lt/f]wfTdstfdf Iflt Joxf]l//x]sf 5f}+ .

        d eujfgnfO{ cf:yfsf] k|ltsfTds laDasf] ?kdf a'‰g vf]lh/x]5' . To;}n] d]/f nflu d]/f] cf:yf dxTjk"0f{ x'G5 eGg] 7flg/x]5' . ljZj Oltxf;df :jtGqtf ;+u|fdsf dxfgfossf syfx? k9\bf ltdL s;/L t/n ag]sL lyof} . :jtGqtfk|ltsf] c6n df]xn] dflg;x?df ;~rf/ u/]sf] alnbfgLk"0f{ efjgfsf] cbjsf ;fy ;nfd ug{ xfdL s;/L clek|]l/t ePsf lyof}+ . ;+;f/sf] s'g} tfutn] ltd|f] Tof] cf:yfnfO{ lgdf]7\g vf]h]sf] ltdL ;xg ug{ ;lQmgf} gL † dfG5]sf] n8fO{, xf] ToxL ul/df / cfTd;Ddfg k|flKtsf nflu xf] . n8fO{+ cfTdlg0f{osf] clwsf/sf] xf] .

        d dflg;sf] hLjgnfO{ g} cfwf/e"t ;To dflgg'k5{ eGg] 7fG5' . t/ uLtfdf s[i0fn] dflg;sf] hLjgnfO{ …lgldQÚ eg]/ ;+zo pTkGg u/fP . ;]S;lko/n] …b ;]e]g :6]h]h ckm DofgÚ sljtfdf hLjgnfO{ gf6s;“u t'ngf u/] . Ps hgf :jhg;“usf] e]6 cuf8L alxgL /]vfn] Pp6f ;xh l1f;f /flvg\ – d s;/L df]8ln¨ u?“ cyf{t\ s;/L k|:t't xf]cf}+ < Tof] k|Zgn] d]/f] dfGotfaf6 dnfO{ ljrlnt u/fpg vf]lh/x\of] . ;f“Rr} hLjg pgn] eg] h:t} e|d / clegox?sf] >+[vnf dfq} xf] t < hLjg cfkm}+df cfwf/e"t / zf:jt x'g ;S5 ls ;Sb}g eGg] dgf]j}1flgs lSni6tfn] dnfO{ emg c;xh / cw}o{ t'NofO/x\of] .

        ;"rgf k|ljlwsf] ljsf;n] Psflt/ ljZjnfO{ ;f“3'/f] agfp“b} nu]sf] 5 / l;¨} e"uf]nnfO{ …Unf]an len]hÚ df ?kfGt/0f ug{] lbzfdf pGd'v eO/x]5 . csf{]tkm{ cl:tTjsf] n8fO{+df qmdzM zlQmzfnLx?n] ;xcl:tTjsf] efjgfnfO{ lgd{d cf3ft k'¥ofpg] sfd u/]sf 5g\ . k|ljlwsf] ljsf;n] ;f+:s[lts ljljwtfsf] pTvgg\ / pGgogdf ;sf/fTds ;xof]u k'u]sf] kIfnfO{ eg] xfdLn] pk]Iff ug{ ldNb}g . ef}uf]lns efiffut, hftLut, wfld{s Pj+ ;f+:s[lts ljljwtfnfO{ j[xQ/ dfgjLo Sofgef;df /¨ofpg / dfgjLo ;+j]bgfx?nfO{ ;xh} lg;[t u/fpg o;sf] e"ldsfnfO{ cem a9L ;xof]uL agfpg ;lsg] b]lvG5 . t/ Jo:t x'“b} uO/x]sf] ef}lts ;+;f/df ch}ljs sDKo"6/ cufl8 a;]/ n]lvg] lg/z Eofn]g6fOg ;Gb]zx?n] s;/L cfkm\gf k|]dL–k|]ldsfsf h}ljs efjgfx?nfO{ ;Daf]wg ug{ ;Snfg / . z'esfdgf / k|]d ;Gb]zx? lxhf]cfh Aofj;flos 6\oflS6; ag]sf 5g\ . km"nx?nfO{ dx+uf pkxf/x?n] k|lt:yfkg u/]kl5 cGt/cfTdfleq k|]d lsga]r / d'gfkmfdf cNem]sf] 5 .

x/]s ;DaGwx?sf] ;f+:s[lts lg?k0f ug{ ;lsof] eg] ;+ejt To;df cGt{lglxt ;+j]ux?nfO{ dfgjLo d"No / dfGotfsf Hofldltdf cg'k|fl0ft u/fpg ;lsG5 xf]nf . To;kl5 ;a} ;f+:s[lts lqe'h, rt'e'{h / j[Qx? a[xQ/ dfgjLo HofldtLsf ;xh cz+ aGg ;S5g\ . xfdL tL ;a} HofldtLo ;+/rgfx?df sf]0ffTds cg'k|f; vf]Hg / e]§fpg ;S5f}+ . / To;n] hLjgnfO{ nofTds agfp“b} n}hfG5 .   

;du| dfgj ;Eotf o'usf] ;f+:s[lts r]t;“u} cled'lvs[t x'g] xf] . g]kfnL ;+:s[ltsf] dxTjk"0f{ kIf ;xcl:tTjsf] ljgozLn :jsf/f]QmL xf] eGg] nfU5 . ;+;fl/s rqmdf of]ubfg k'¥ofpg] ;a} vfn] hLj / j:t'k|ltsf] ;Ddfgefj b]vfpg] ;f+:s[lts dxfgtfn] cf]tk|f]t g]kfnL ;+:s[lt ;xcl:tTjsf] cg'kd pbfx/0f xf] . dflg; afx]s klg ufO{b]lv s's'/;Dd, ;f“kb]lv sfu;Ddsf kz'kIfLx?, kxf8kb]lv ;"o{;DdnfO{ >4f / s[t1tf JoQm ul/g] ljleGg kj{x?n] dfgjLo ;ª\s'rgeGbf dfly p7]/ a|Dxf08Lo b[li6sf]0fnfO{ phfu/ u/]sf] 5 .

t/ ltdLn] clxn] ef]lu/x]sf] aa{/tfnfO{ j]jf:tf ug{ klg t ;lsb}+g . dg axnfpg] ;'Gb/ au}+rfx? cfkmGtx?sf lrxfgdf kl/0ft ePsf 5g\ . ;doaf6 lg3f{t s'l6P/ klg, jt{dfg;“u y'k|} ljd+ltx? /fv]/ klg cfznfUbf] eljiosf] ofqf ltdLn] Tofu]sL 5}gf} . ToxL ;dk0f{efj / cfTdljZjf;df d eljio km'n]sf] b]lv/x]5' . elTsPsf cf:yfx?sf] lh0ff{]åf/ x'g] ;+efjgf vf]lh/x]5' .

casf] bzs dfgj ul/df / ;xcl:tTjsf] ;'vb cg'ejsf kIfdf s]lGb|t x'g]5 . dfgj j:tLx?df lrxfg vgfpg] b'ef{Uo;“u} lrxfgx?dfly a;]/ zflGt / ;Eotfsf nflu k|fy{gf ;ef rnfpg] xfd|f cleofgx? /f]lsg] 5}gg\ . d[To'GhoL ;Gqf; kfn]/ a;]sf] l;¨f] o'u o'jf cfTdljZjf;sf] ;lGhjgL klv{/x]5 . ca km]/L ;da'4x? c+lxzfsf] kIfdf lqmoflzn x'g' k5{ . qmfOi6x? pT;u{ / Tofusf nflu tof/ x'g'k5{ . s[i0fx?n] cwd{sf ljkIfdf o'4 5]8\g' k5{ . s] ltdLnfO{ nfUb}g ca xfdLn] sNkgf u/]sf] o'u ;lGgs6 x'“b} uO/x]5 . slj z]nLn] eg]em} z/b Ct' cfOg};Sof] eg] j;Gt s] gcfO/xnf / <  
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